Julie "Anne"

09:43 pm: Aww i forgot to Friday i came home and had the qualifing show on saturday in the pooring rain. I took my horse and did showmanship which we sucked in cuz my stupid ass forgot to setup for the judge and went right into a circle but took 4th out of 5. The pleasure rail class was much better all the work paid off this winter we too 4th out of 7 so if we do well at the next one we might have a chance at going to states as subsitutes but im just excited we didn't come in last.
Tomorrow is community service so ill be up early for that then ill be workin some horses at the farm then out on the trail.

09:23 pm: I love meeting new people aruba was amazing. Everyday Hot, sunny, 90 degrees wakeup, hit the beach, 430 vollyball, drinkin partyin all night. First few day just hungout enjoyed the sun by monday it was time to meet people and have fun. Beach vollyball was the shit team marriot kicked ass me being the only girl on it and i met my California Cowboy (Alex) he lives in Califorina now but is from Texas. Drinkin age is 18 there so everynight was partyin on the beach. Did some other stuff to i forget half of it let me think went fishing with my dad that was amazing i caught a 35lb mihimihi or delroto (can't spell) and a 30lb wahoo. Took a snorkaling trip found some sea earchand bodies the fish were really neet it felt like i was swiming in the aquareum. Wednesday had a spa day aww that was the best talk about relaxing. That was it the week was over but i have to say for not really doing anything i think it was the best vaction ive ever been on i don't know if my sister would agreee with me or not but its all good its nice to be 18.

10:06 pm: So i haven't done this thing in like forever why i keep doing it i don't know. Ive been so busy with everythign i don't even know how i find time to sleep. Let me think my life right now... has no one in it that means anything to me and thats fine. Ive been riding like 5 days a week with lessons and workin at my trainers which is so much fun. Its been a little bit crazy at jaime's but i try to keep that kid together. Her mom met this guy on match. com hes from the military and hes NICE. Yea it all kind of took us by surprise but were happy for her but at the same time jaime is bothered by this and i can see why hes "over steping his bounreys and over staying his welcome". Its okay thoguht i thinks shes proved her point to her mom and things have comed down.
With my family my dad just came home from fishing a week in cosorica yes without me. Its okay cuz friday we left for vermont makes up for it. Talk about amazing we tryed okemo this year and cuz my aunt won tickets but it was so pretty. Satruday it snowed the whole day and was really windy which made the temp like 9 but i lived. Sunday was sunny and clear with less wind. Left around 1230 and came back to CT ate the best pizza in the world then came home.
HSPA testing this week sucks your the young ones but i only got school for like an hour.

07:14 pm: Lets see ive been so busy i don't even remeber the last time i was on this thing. The new thing in my life is the horse buisness and im all about getting a truck. I looked a few places but we always get our trucks from winner in cherry hill. My dad and i took a ride today and i found a really nice Black F150 4x4 with all kinds of custom stuff done to it. Its a 2000 with almost 80,000 miles. I love it so were going back on Thursday to trst drive it and do all the paperwork so basically its mine. Im so excited now i can do whatever what and go were ever i want.

Back to my horse buisness ive been working for Trish and shes been giveing me lessons and stuff which i workin really well. She just became partners with this guy whos been an old friend of hers and lives in medford. Betweent he two of them they want to buy horse. work with them and then sell them. He doesn't have alot of time but has the money and trish doesn't have slot of money but some time. So they asked me the other day to help them out and its really neet cuz i don't know alot but im learning a ton. I get to ride all differnt horses and they teach me what to do to fix it. The cool part is when they sell the horse i get part of the profit I get to get part of the profit to so its will be pretty cool.

11:17 am: Last night was just awesome. Jiame and i rode after school then left for cinaminson at 530 to hangout with chris and keith. Pretty much just hungout watched movie stupid stuff then matt came over with his new car it was freekin awesome we had no clue what hey were talkin about but this car was hooked up we went for a ride and it felt like a race car. Went to wendy's around 1130 and left and came home around 3.
This moring i droped jaim off at petsmart at 9 then went and found skiies at the berlin mart for my ski chair project. Now im home and im going ot ride and then maybe for work at the farm for a little bit. At 5 i have work at shannons so thats about it.

11:07 pm: I got a helmit yes one for skiing. Its white with some pink nice and light its looks good on me too. I really didn't want to get one but my parents basically said i didn't have a choice i ski way to fast and that scars them. Jaime took a ride with me to cowtown tonight circle 40 was closed already cuz it was later but we really wanted to go to zanes and outfiters. Jaime got pants well ordered them so she can do western with me and i was going to get a belt but i saw a really cute pair of "blinkin" black justins there for dress and they were on clerence for 50 and i had a 10 dollar coupon and the 4h discount so i got them for 38. Then we headed home but i always get messed up driving back but we made it the just call our daddy onstar and he gets us home. We stopped for chinese and it was fun we talked and it was just nice. One of those times were you sit and think im really glad we are friends and really apreciate being with that person. Now im home and im going to bed cuz i have to get up for petsmart tomorrow.

10:39 pm: My New Years resolution well its not really a resoltion but i wanted to do something nice so i decided i wanted to grow my hair really long and donate it to locks of love. It has to be 10 inches and i don't like my hair short so i hope to have it done before next year. Lets see if i can do it the hardest is gonna be the summer.

Tomorrow i have the farm and a lesson its so nice to get them again and these are so much more advanced i love it. Later on im going to hang out with Gus and im sleeping at rennes so im sure i will get no sleep.

Saturday im going to the berlin mart to find old skiies outside. I came up with this idea for woodshop i have to build a chair so i want to make it out of old skiies. Should be interesting then im taking a ride to cowtown with jaime.

09:54 pm: Christmas break has been pretty good. I did some shopping and met up with eric and his friend chris the other day. I worked at alot to i get a nice call at 830 "hi i didn't know if you were a sleeper or not" Trish called me they had sand delivered the night before and i was going to go over and spread. Around 1230 i finished and we decided to go for a ride so i rode pepper. Okay this horse you could put any beginner on and she won't do a thing but with me its like she know i know what im doing and try to get away with stuff. We're walking home on maple and out of no were she stops and lays down and trys to roll im like okay you are defininatly one crazy horse like out of no were just drops down who does that. So that was my experence for the day. Tomorrow im not realy doing anything yet i haev work at 4 but thats it.

12:09 pm: I think im becoming a little bit of a bad girl. Yesterday i hungout with my yea friend guss in washington township afterschool then i left there at 4 and came home got some stuff done then had joe over and watch a movie at renee's then went to bed. There wasn' t a sleepover this time but i feel bad cuz im like with one guy i the afternoon then a different one that night. Oh well i guess its all good. Il going to ride my horse now then im going to go to my farm job and i think we might be riding there to so that should be an eventure. Tonight i don't have work thank goodness so illbe at renee's again and i think there is a posibilitly of a sleep over im really not sure but i don't plan things what ever happens happens. Sunday im driving to the shore to pick up renee and we are going christmas shopping at hamalton mall so that will be fun im sure then i have work at 3 to 10 at petsmart.

09:17 pm: I know have 3 jobs and its so crazy how people just find me. So Saturday morning i was driving jaime to petsmart and i get this phone call from my mom's, friends, son Greg, he has horses at his house and him and his g/f needed help with them so the called me to see if i would be intrested in working for them. So i stopped by and talked to them and its great there only need me a few times a week and Trish the g/f stays at home with the kids so after school i can go over for a few hours and do stuff and still work at petsmart. Its really cool cuz shes a trainer so in the spring when it gets nicer she is going to help my with my horse and at the same time shes going to teach me how to work with the babys they have one there now and another on the way. So it should be alot of fun and im excided cuz i get to learn more about horses and get paid for it.

This week is going to be so crazy petsmart is open till 10 so that means i can't leave till like 1030 so im going to be so tired by the end of the week and i still won't get a break with shannon's all weekend.

9 1/2 more days of school how awesome!

12:20 pm: I need to find something to do today i don't have work and its cold and looks like its going to rain out. I need to try on all the dresses i have cuz i might be going to the Hop so i hope i fit in one. I have a really pretty plain blue/silver one that i got on sale and never wore so ill probable end up wearing that one. I need to move all my summer stuff down stairs i never did it and im runing out of room so i think today is going to be one of those waisted days that you do all the stuff you always put off. So guess i better get started!

04:26 pm: I pretty much worked all week so tonight is my night off. So jaim and i are going out later to go tanning and everything. Today is just one of those catchup days were i just put off doing everything all week till now. Lastnight my senior pictures came they turned out really well. I ended up getting 4 poses the usuall cap and gown, the drap, a looking over the shoulder one and i did a fun one i wore my riding outfit. So now my mom is pulling them all apart desiding who gets what for xmas presents. We get our villa down in atlantic city on saturday so if anyone is around and wents to take a ride down with me let me know. My mom is planning to go down saturday night i have work so ill just stay home and go out after work then maybe go down in the morning or somehting. I figure ill just see how the weekend goes and plan form there.

05:53 pm: Okay so i have a problem i really need to figure out what i want to do with my life im having a little to much fun right now my head is kindof in the clouds but its november and i really need to think about this. Im really set on going into the union and doing that but its really far and its going to be alot of traveling for me and im going to have to put up with all the guys. But im still wondering if i should go into woodworking and go to a furniture school were i would have to go away and basically move from home and im just not sure about it. If i go into the union its a secure job and i know i will make a good living and be taken care of. Were woodworking its more of a risky job were i don't know were i will be after i finish school. I just don't know like how in the world can i make a decision that will affect the rest of my life.

03:28 pm: Yesterday i went and rode then took jaime to work. 530 i left and went to joes and we went out for dinner to the olive garden it was really good. After we were going to come to my house cuz my parents wanted to meet him but we really didn't feel like coming all the way back to my house then going back to haddenheights so we just went back to his house and watched the amnisty horror i can't spell. It was cute hes the cuddly type that likes to snuggle. So i came home and my mom seemed a little pissed at me for not bringing him over but i just didn't really thing it mattered that much but apparently it did to them and i haven't see my dad yet cuz he was in bed and today his fishing so i have no idea what hes going to say to me now. Anyway im tired and i have to go to work at shannons at 430 so im not really looking forward to that.

07:01 pm: Okay so i went to fountions and did my application thing then joe called me and said after his med school we should meet up. So i went to the bank and cashed my check then drove up and met him. We went to starbucks for a little and talked hes so intresting and smart hes not like a typical guy either hes really polight and not like someone you would meet in hammonton or around here. I like it thought cuz i can tell hes serious and isn't just going to talk to me for a little then stop.

12:28 pm: Ya today is already thursday and i newer updated about last weekend. First of all i didn't work so that made it 10 times better.

Friday i met joe for lunch then i took him to ride the horses. That was just funny he was really scared of them. He had to be home by 630 for a school halloween thing so i went to renee's and we went out for dinner and talked shes the best. Got home around 10.

Saturday got up at 5 and was in the fishing tournament all day we caught 4 strippers. Came home at 630 and got a shower then went to joes. Got to his house by 730 and we went to starbucks then we were going to go to drexal were his brother goes to school but we couldn't get ahold of him. We drove around the city for a while then came home and went for a walk around this lake it was cute. Then we went back to his house till 1130 and carved a pumpkin.

Sunday morning i got up at 4 in the morning for the tornament again and fished all day it was crazy i was so tired and it was crazy rought out. Got home around 530 got a shower and was in bed by 7.

Yea so it was fun we didn't win the tornament but i have to say it was the most fun ive had in a long time.

Today in looking for a new job petsmart is getitng on my nerves so im going to the fountions at ceader park its the retirment home. My dad knows people there so im going to try to get a job there so we'll see.

10:18 pm: I really need to find time to tell about my weekend cuz it was so awesome but i have to go talk on the phone now so maybe tomorrow.

08:25 pm: Didn't do to much today jaim left early with me so we could go get a load of hay then i came home for a little and then went backt o ride when she got back form the orthrodontist. Came home to a nice dinner that wasn't out of the microwave then oicked up jaim again and went tanning. Now im going to sit around all night and enjoy being home and later talk on the phone.

01:22 pm: Today was not my day in some ways. This morning i somehow lost my water i bring to school for the morning and i know i had it. In gym i broke a nail and my fingers went numb from the stupid plastic whoofal ball. Woodshop i was i was holding together two pieces of wood together while dave airnailed it and the nail went in and hit and knot and came up through the top and hit my finger. So i had to go to the nurse and everythign and they had to make sure i had a tetnis shot but im fine it just hurts really bad. The only good thing that happened today was i found out im aloud out with joe saturday night after fishing all day when i realy doughted i would be. So were planning to go to philly but im not telling my mom that i just said i was going to his house there we were meeting up with some of his freinds so im excited.

Late day for this week atleast at petsmart thankgod. They had this stupid pet halloween party it was stupid all i can say is people are so weird.

12:54 pm: Shopping is so much fun especially when your not spending your money! I didn't wake up till 1 when jaim beeped me asking for my riding gloves. So i got up and went to her dessage show and she took 2nd place. Then i came home and got chris and we went to the hammalton mall and all the stores down there and i got a bunch of shirts and sweaters. Got home around 1030 and stayed up till 1230 talking on the phone to joe. Hes so funny the things he says. Anyway i fuckin hate that my parents know everyone we were talking and somehow it came up that his dad graduated form edgewood so i looked in my moms year book and sure enough she went to school with one of his dads brothers. I just wish for once i can meet someone and there wouldn't be some sort of conection.

Rode thismorning then went tanning now im going to get ready for work at shannons and patsmart all week so im not sure what im doing for fun with week.